When was the last time you confessed? When was the last time
you told someone your deepest darkest secret. Or told someone how truly and
deeply you loved them. Or told anyone how badly you hurt someone and they still
don’t know you are the cause of it? When was the last time you looked someone
in the eye and owned up to the little voice that gnaws at your perfect little
brain?
I have. No I won’t tell you my secret you idiot. What’s the
point of a confession if it isn’t kept a secret. How did I get to this topic
you wonder? I get two words for you. Count Down. A Thai movie, based of new
beginnings with a very, very twisted plot. I would recommend it to anyone who
likes the darker side of life. Imagine if Jesus, or rather God (Taking to the
fact that I’m not religious anymore) himself came down on New Year’s eve and
made you confess your deepest darkest secret. Do you think it would give you
redemption? Would it make the load lighter? Would it ‘SET YOU FREE’? Or is your
soul truly beautiful to not tell anyone your confession?
What if God, in all his glory gave you that one hall pass in
life to tell someone you are the reason that you are the reason they are hurt.
Do you think that God’s forgiveness would be enough? Or would the forgiveness
of that person be the one thing you desire most? The most important question of
all… Do you think you deserve the forgiveness? Or even better… Do you think you
would even be considered to receive it. I’ve hurt a few people in my life and I
know how important forgiveness is. Ask yourself. The last time you were hurt,
did you forgive that person for hurting you? Or do you still let it fester
inside you?
I was watching the Matrix tonight. A brilliant movie… light
years ahead of its time. But there was one line that Agent Smith says that got
me thinking. “The purpose of life is to end” Now whether we end it with a smile
on our face or to end it bitter is our choice. No one ever said life would be
easy. I mean I’m 26 and I’ve my perfect share of bullshit in this town. Or rather,
in this world. But the one thing it has taught me? Forgive and don’t forget.
After all, we weren’t brought into this world to made fools of. But forgive.
It’s the best way to give your heart the rest it deserves.
Just out of spite,
I confess I've ruined three lives
Now don't sleep so tight
Because I didn't care till I found out that one of them was mine.
I confess I've ruined three lives
Now don't sleep so tight
Because I didn't care till I found out that one of them was mine.
